Entry: a convo about my feelings... Monday, January 12, 2004



ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:04:54 PM): its not that she dont want to be with me.. but she wanted it because she need to sort things out
dominibych04 (8:05:01 PM): ohh
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:05:02 PM): i gave it to her because i love her
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:07:28 PM): i miss her tho
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:07:37 PM): i miss the way she kisses me
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:07:50 PM): i miss her soft gentle touch
dominibych04 (8:07:52 PM): eww
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:07:59 PM): her arms around me when im cold
dominibych04 (8:08:03 PM): i dont want to kno that
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:08:20 PM): dirty minded brittney
dominibych04 (8:08:39 PM): no but i dont want to hear that
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:09:27 PM): which the kisses?
dominibych04 (8:10:19 PM): none of it
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:10:38 PM): oh..
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:10:49 PM): you dont want me to express my feeling?
dominibych04 (8:11:02 PM): yes
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:12:07 PM): ...
dominibych04 (8:12:17 PM): ru mad
dominibych04 (8:12:17 PM): ?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:12:22 PM): well your the only person she talks to in class
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:12:38 PM): in photo class anyways
dominibych04 (8:13:24 PM): so wats up
dominibych04 (8:13:28 PM): ru sad
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:13:44 PM): yes i am..
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:14:01 PM): does crying on the bus count?
dominibych04 (8:14:14 PM): u were?
dominibych04 (8:14:19 PM): did she see u?
dominibych04 (8:14:48 PM): i cant believe u cried!

ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:15 PM): soo wat
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:20 PM): i cry all the time
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:33 PM): i dont care what people think of me
dominibych04 (8:15:38 PM): ru serious
dominibych04 (8:15:39 PM): ?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:44 PM): all that matters is why i think
dominibych04 (8:15:45 PM): ru gay?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:51 PM): no
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:15:56 PM): im sensitive
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:16:03 PM): and emotional
dominibych04 (8:16:03 PM): ok
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:16:28 PM): why you never met a sensitive and emotion 17 year old?
dominibych04 (8:17:01 PM): no
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:17:30 PM): oh
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:17:35 PM): i gess im the first?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:17:42 PM): you hate me dont you...
dominibych04 (8:18:01 PM): no
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:18:25 PM): you prolly think im a 17 year old fag that cries
dominibych04 (8:18:35 PM): yea
dominibych04 (8:18:37 PM): lol j/k
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:18:46 PM): :-(
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:18:48 PM): :|
dominibych04 (8:18:59 PM): im only kiddin
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:19:49 PM): i know
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:23:08 PM): so...
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:23:16 PM): why dont you wanna hear me out?
dominibych04 (8:23:29 PM): ok
dominibych04 (8:23:31 PM): spill
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:23:34 PM): ok
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:24:56 PM): i miss sammi...
i miss her kisses
i miss her soft and gentle touch
when she holds me when im cold

ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:24:57 PM): and
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:25:03 PM):
"I Kno"


I knew,
I kno now,
that i love you.
i kno by wen the stars twinkle in the night,
i kno by wen the mist fallz on the grass very light.
i kno wen i look at u,
speak 2 u,
and especially wen i'm waitin to be wit u.
wen i'm tryin to find my path in the nite,
i think of you, becuz ur warmth makes my path so brite.
To love u,
care for u,
be with u,
makes me hope 1 day u'll love me 2 again,
but this time it's with no pain.


deticated to Samantha Carey...

i love u sammi
~i love you,
Timmy

dominibych04 (8:26:21 PM): wow so u did love her alot
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:26:57 PM): no kiddin.. i told everyone i did.. i told myself.. i told her..
dominibych04 (8:27:13 PM): damn!!
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:27:34 PM): thats only one poem out of 20 of them
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:27:44 PM): :'(
dominibych04 (8:27:59 PM): :-Dsmile
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:28:31 PM): i miss her... when she walk out that door... i miss her now i miss her forever.
dominibych04 (8:29:04 PM): ok ifeeel bad 4 u
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:29:35 PM): gee thanx..
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:31:01 PM): can you tell her something tomarrow?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:31:07 PM): if you see her..
dominibych04 (8:31:13 PM): yea
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:31:22 PM): because if i say ill cry.. [again]
dominibych04 (8:31:34 PM): tell me
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:31:36 PM): tell her...

ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:32:30 PM):  that i love you yesterday, i love you still, always and forever.

You're my Perfect..
dominibych04 (8:33:22 PM): write ur feelings about her so i can copy this convo and paste it
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:33:52 PM): my feelings?
dominibych04 (8:34:03 PM): yea
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:37:22 PM): i want her back because i love her.. i dont want to lose her to anybody... my feelings are... when i see sammi.. i feel like im ice melting.. i love her that much that ill go as far as i would to get to her. it dont matter if it in another country. it dont matter where she is. ill just find her because i love sammi. i truely love sam. shes my perfect. theres no1 else in the world to replace her spot in my heart.
dominibych04 (8:38:22 PM): wow!
dominibych04 (8:38:37 PM): does she kno the poems u dedicated to her?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:39:13 PM): not that one..
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:39:24 PM): i just wrote that today when i got home
dominibych04 (8:39:29 PM): write it again
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:39:34 PM): all the other ones she know of i think..
dominibych04 (8:39:52 PM): do the ones she dont kno

ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:52:14 PM): wat ya doing?
dominibych04 (8:53:02 PM): h/o
dominibych04 (8:53:30 PM): i feel bad 4 u
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:53:35 PM): oh..
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:53:36 PM): :-(
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:53:38 PM): thx
dominibych04 (8:53:43 PM): lol
dominibych04 (8:53:53 PM): i cant blieve it
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:54:01 PM): believe what?
dominibych04 (8:54:27 PM): 4 get it
dominibych04 (8:55:03 PM): sry it was for nikki tracchia
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:55:07 PM): that i love her that much?
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:55:31 PM): you cant believe that i love sam that much just to be with her?
dominibych04 (8:55:50 PM): yea
dominibych04 (8:56:19 PM): :-D
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:56:24 PM): :
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:56:27 PM): :-
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:56:45 PM): i love her more then anything in the world
dominibych04 (8:56:56 PM): wow!
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:59:06 PM): and looks dont make a difference to me.. i like that way sam is.. i dont want her to change.
ThePenGuiNTimMy (8:59:26 PM): she's just perfect .. in my view

 

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